"Why I'm Not Where You Are"

"I feel too much. That's what's going on.' 'Do you think one can feel too much? Or just feel in the wrong ways?' 'My insides don't match up with my outsides.' 'Do anyone's insides and outsides match up?' 'I don't know. I'm only me.' 'Maybe that's what a person's personality is: the difference between the inside and outside.' 'But it's worse for me.' 'I wonder if everyone thinks it's worse for him.' 'Probably. But it really is worse for me."

Jonathan Safran Foer

You know nowt, beloved.
Nowt I say, nowt it is, innit!

Called in ill today, for I feel fatigue again. This fatigue - feeling - thing has become a very strong desire. Hence, my body is very passionate about feeling like that for over a year now. Therefore, I must give myself -as in body and soul- the opportunity to repair and control the whole situation so it can rejuvenate in order to tackle yet  another day. I guess starting to find the most favorable circumstances are at the top of my list!
-- No, I'm not speaking in metaphorically term; I'm more into obliged teaching term!